Polarity

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QUESTIONS:
1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What is your hometown?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. What is your favorite movie?
6. What is your favorite drink?
7. What is your dream vacation?
8. What is your favorite dessert?
9. What is one word to describe yourself?
10. How are you feeling right now?
11. What do you love most in the world?
12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
13. What is your favorite song?
14. What is your favorite season?
15. What is your favorite animal?
16. What is your age?

You Are 38% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all. You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is low. You've probably either had only one relationship... Or all of your relationships have been very similar. You still have a lot to learn. And a lot to try! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time". You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

You Are a Lemon Margarita

Sour, tangy, and overpowering, you tend to give people a jolt back into reality. While you don't sugar coat things, you're honest - which is actually quite refreshing.

You Are 67% Pure

You're pretty pure, and you have no plans on changing that. You do have a devilish side though... and it will probably get the better of you.

You Belong in Fall

Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you

Your Fashion Style is Girly

You dress to look beautiful and show off what you've got Dresses, skirts, heels... whatever it takes to turn heads You love feeling like a girl in any setting Even your workout clothes are cute and feminine!

Who Should Paint You: Gustav Klimt

Sensual and gorgeous, you would inspire an enchanting portrait... With just enough classic appeal to be hung in any museum!

You Have Not Been Ruined by American Culture

You're nothing like the typical American. In fact, you may not be American at all. You have a broad view of the world, and you're very well informed. And while you certainly have been influenced by American culture (who hasn't?), it's not your primary influence. You take a more global philosophy with your politics, taste, and life. And you're always expanding and revising what you believe.

Your Little Black Dress Says You're Seductive

You are sexy, outrageous, and daring. You love to push people's buttons. You are fearless and free spirited. You get people talking... and you don't care what they say about you. Your style is revealing, trendy, and flirty. You love to look good. If you were a shoe, you would be: Strappy sandals

You Are a Liberal for Life

You've got a bleeding heart - and you're proud of it. For you, liberal means being compassionate, pro-government, and anti-business. You believe in equality for every person, and you consider yourself universally empathetic. Helping others is not just political for you ... it's very personal too.

Your Superpower Should Be Mind Reading

You are brilliant, insightful, and intuitive. You understand people better than they would like to be understood. Highly sensitive, you are good at putting together seemingly irrelevant details. You figure out what's going on before anyone knows that anything is going on! Why you would be a good superhero: You don't care what people think, and you'd do whatever needed to be done Your biggest problem as a superhero: Feeling even more isolated than you do now

You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses

You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time. You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion. You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through. You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable. At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations. You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax.

Your Taste in Music:

Adult Alternative: Highest Influence Classic Rock: Highest Influence Alternative Rock: Highest Influence Eighties: High Influence Indie Rock: High Influence

Your Sleeping Position Says You Need Peace

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life. Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

Your Heart Craves Love

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

You Are Coffee

You are highly ambitious and goal oriented. You feel like there isn't enough time in your day to get it all done. You are outgoing and creative. You love talking with people, thinking up crazy plans, and then acting immediately on them. When it comes to caffeine, you'd like a refill. You can almost always use an energy boost. Life is too short. You're going to get as much out of it as you can. You live for today.

You Would Be Voted Most Outspoken

In school, you were often the first person to raise your hand in class. You always had something to say, and you weren't afraid to say it. You were well known for being politically active and controversial. And while people may not have agreed with you all the time, they appreciated you speaking your mind.

Your Inner Muse is Thalia

You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time!

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards. You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

You Are Impressionism

You think the world is quite beautiful, especially if you look at it in new and interesting ways. You tend to focus on color and movement in art. For you, seeing the big picture is much more important than recording every little detail. You can find inspiration anywhere... especially from nature.

You're 60% Irish

You're very Irish, and most likely from Ireland. (And if you're not, you should be!)

You are Honest, Generous, Humble and Tolerant

Loyalty: You don't really value loyalty. In your opinion, friendship should be earned. If you don't agree with someone, it doesn't matter how close you are. You'll let them (and everyone else know) exactly what you think. Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility a fair amount. You tend to be an easy going, humble person. But occasionally your ego takes over. You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you... You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends. You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

Your Dress Says You're Classically Stylish

Your Personal Style: Modern and simple. You like clothes to accentuate who you are, not overwhelm you. Your Ideal Wedding: A small ceremony at an old church with a beautiful flower garden Your Philosophy on Marriage: You can have a deep commitment without marriage. It's only a piece of paper. Your Perfect Marriage: Simply loving each other a little more every day

You Belong in the Baby Boomer Generation

You fit in best with people born between 1943 and 1960. You are optimistic, rebellious, and even a little self centered. You still believe that you will change the world. You detest authority and rules. Deep down, you're a non conformist.

You Would Win Best Costume Design

You are imaginative, artistic, and very unique. You are a natural designer. You can picture entire movies in your head. You are incredibly visual. As long as you can remember, you've always had a flare for fashion. You like to experiment with looks. You like dressing up in costumes and outfits. And not just for Halloween!

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

You Are a Chocolate Cupcake

You are deep, richly interesting, and at times overpowering. You have a strong personality. You are drawn to people who adore you. You love it when your specialness is recognized. You are like a cupcake because it's hard for people to get enough of you. You have a mysterious charm that makes you incredibly addicting. People are drawn to your drama.

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom People find you to be: Loyal, honest, and comforting Your best trait: You are comfortable with who you are, and you don't pretend to be someone you're not What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride

"Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind." For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one. You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun. Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic

You Are Tender and Tolerant

When You Are Comfortable: You are a sensitive, gentle soul. You want to save the world... or as much of it as possible. People see you as unselfish and well mannered. You truly enjoy being around others, and it shows. When You Are At Your Best: You are enthusiastic and flexible. You are open-minded. You prefer to learn from others... not judge them. People see you as kind and cooperative. You are very supportive when friends are down on their luck. When You Are in a Social Setting: You are a determined and responsible. You strive for success, and you know what it takes to get things done. People find you to be trustworthy and a good leader. You treat people well, and they benefit from your wisdom.

		I will marry Grace.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Washington D.C. in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 4 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Brown Land Rover.
		I will spend my days as a Chief of Staff, and live happily ever after.

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When I am old I can say that I was there when it all happened. I was one of the lucky few who was able to get a ticket to Obama's Election Night Party.

It was absolutely amazing to be in the crowd and to be a part of something so historic. I possibly got one of the best spots in the place. I was 40 feet from the jumbotron on my left and Obama was about 100 yards toward my right. I was able to see him when he gave his speech and it was the most surreal experience.

They were showing CNN on the jumbotron so we were able to watch the election returns coming in. When the polls were closing on the West Coast they started a countdown and when it reached 10 seconds left the crowd started chanting ( the countdown... )

I don't know if it is possible to be so ecstatic and so devestated at the same time. I am devestated that Prop 8 passed ( ...read more... )

This is just my account of what I think was one of the best thing our country has done and another example of why our country still has a long way to go!!!

Title: Need v. Want (2/?)
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy

Pairing: Addison/Alex
Rating: PG-13

Summary: Addison gets some help with her plan

She had to make a plan on how she was going to get Karev into bed with her, and she knew just the person to help her.

 

She walked into the hospital on mission to find her best friend here, Callie. She looked at the OR board to find out that she was in surgery and wouldn’t be out for another 3 hours. She was going to have to wait until lunch time to get together with Callie.

 

She had a C-section in 30 minutes and she knew that Alex would want to scrub in. She went to go find Bailey so she could get Alex assigned to her for the day.

 

‘Miranda, I want Karev assigned to me today.”

 

“He is all yours. Do what you want with him. You can find him in the locker room.”

 

Addison walked over to the locker room to go find Alex.

 

“Karev, I have a C-section in 25 minutes. Are you going to scrub in? If you don’t I have a nice pile of charts or the pit might need someone.”

 

“No, no, I will scrub in.”

 

“Okay the patient, Mrs. Green, is in 4215. I need you to go prep her for surgery and I will be there in 15 minutes to check up on her and get her to surgery.”

 

She could have gone with Alex and a nurse could have prepped the patient, but Addison needed some time to herself to get mentally ready to have to be in surgery with Alex. She didn’t have a plan yet and she owed it to her patient to be prepared. So she wouldn’t get flustered when she was around Alex. She needed to find Callie soon so she could figure out her plan. She couldn’t handle things the way they were now and she needed to do something about it.

 

The surgery had gone well and she was proud of herself and the way she had handled herself around Alex. She had sent him off to lunch and now she was on a mission to find Callie and get help with her plan.

 

She found Callie down in the cafeteria and she was glad that George wasn’t there. She was happy for her friend and she didn’t want to interrupt anything between them.

 

Addison sat down at Callie’s table.

 

“Callie, I need a favor and I need you not to tell anyone about it which also includes George.”

 

“Okay. So what is it that you need me to help you with?”

 

“Well you remember when you caught me looking at Alex Karev.”

 

“I knew it. I knew there was something going on between the two of you.”

 

“Yes there is, but not enough is going on for my taste. I need your help in forming a plan.”

 

“A plan? What sort of plan are you talking about?”

 

“Well, I need your help in getting Karev into bed with me. We have almost kissed, we have kissed, we have had more moments than I can count, and we are having eye sex all the time. It is the eye sex that is killing me. I even resorted to sleeping with Mark to help take the edge off. I need Karev and I need it to happen before the week is up, or I am libel to jump him in a supply closet or on-call room. Don’t get me wrong that would be great, but I want it to be more than just mindless sex at the hospital.”

 

“Wow, that was not what I was expecting from you, but hey if it makes you happy than I am all for it. So, you said you don’t want it to be mindless sex which rules out getting drunk at Joe’s, and then having sex. This is tough.”

 

“You see what I mean. This is why I need your help. Short of asking him to have sex with me I have no idea what to do.”

 

“This takes some thinking. Why don’t I think on it for the rest of today? George is on-call tonight, so why don’t we meet at Joe’s for drinks tonight and we can talk about it there. I am off at 7:00. What time are you off?”

 

“I should be out of surgery by 7:30. How about I meet you there at about 8:00. Now all I have to do is make it through the day working with Alex.”

 

“As long as you don’t jump him I think you will be able to handle it. I promise we will have a plan by the end of the night and you will be having some very hot sex with your very own intern.”

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Title: Need v. Want (1/?)
Pairing: Addison and Alex

Summary: This takes place at the end of “Wishin’ and Hopin’”
Rating: PG-13

 

 

Here she was screwing Mark Sloane for the-well she didn’t how many times she had screwed him since he came to Seattle. But here she was screwing him again. This time was different. She didn’t like Mark nor was she particularly attracted to him any more. Don’t get me wrong he was hot and he was very good at doing what he was doing right now. She wouldn’t be screwing him if he wasn’t good at it.

 

No this time she had an itch to scratch and he was so easy to get into the sack. Every other time she was with him she was at least thinking about him. This time she wasn’t thinking about him, but rather she was screwing Mark while having very inappropriate and frankly unprofessional thoughts about her intern Alex Karev.

 

See she was admitting it. She wanted to really be screwing Alex Karev, but wait she wouldn’t call it screwing if it were Alex. It would have to be called sex not screwing or any other expletive used to describe sex. Sure the first time might be fast and hard, but after the initial act and the edge had been taken off. She was sure that it would be different with him. She didn’t know why she thought that. Maybe it was the things that he would say to her out of no where and were what was making her change her mind about him.

 

Yes she would admit that he was cocky and that he reminded her of a young Mark, but he was also different. It had to be the way he could soften up with a patient especially the babies, but only when he thought no one was looking. Or the way he purposefully gave Mark a vanilla latte, because Mark was rude to her. She didn’t know when it had started that he went from an annoying, cocky intern she couldn’t stand to some one she really wanted to get to know and not just as a friend.

 

So here she found herself screwing Mark again, but this time she wished that it was Alex who was there instead. Not screwing her like Mark was. She was only doing this to relieve some of her sexual frustration having to do with Alex. No she wished it were Alex here making love to her and not screwing her. Wait did she just think the word love. She needed to back up and stop thinking about making love. It was way too soon for that, or maybe it wasn’t.

 

It was too early for that right now. She had no idea what to do about her feelings for Alex or even if they would be reciprocated. I mean she had kissed him and he had kissed back, but then in the linen closet he had said that he wasn’t attracted to her. Then all day today they had been having major eye sex with each other and she knew it wasn’t just her who was engaging in the eye sex. Alex was certainly giving it back to her. I mean when she had seen him in the clinic with that black shirt. Let’s just say she was glad that she had had that oxygen mask on or else she would have been in trouble.

 

It was that damned eye sex that had led her to where she was now. It had left her hot and bothered and she had needed away to release her sexual urges. So that was why she found herself currently screwing Mark. Don’t get me wrong it is good screwing and I have just had the most amazing orgasm, but only because she had wished it was Alex giving her that orgasm.

 

She knew she had to deal with her feelings for Alex and she knew that it shouldn’t be by screwing Mark. So she decided from now on there would be no screwing of Mark no matter how sexually frustrated she was. One thing she knew for certain she was going to get Karev into either her bed or his within the next week no matter what it took. After that they could go from there. She wasn’t sure if she saw Alex as being anything more than some one she really wanted to have sex with. She was pretty sure it was more than that for her, but she wasn’t sure if it was for Alex. She knew for certain that he wanted the sex just as much as she did, but beyond that she had no idea and she didn’t want to get hurt. So she would get him in the sack and then go from there. She didn’t care how unprofessional it was right now. All she knew was that she needed Alex and it needed to be soon, or else she didn’t know what she was going to do.

 

She knew that she needed a plan and she needed it right away.

I have been reading fanfic on LJ for a while. I finally got around to doing something with my journal. Who knows I just might get the courage and post something that I have written, but maybe not.